I've heard about pregnancy blues, but i didn't expect myself to get hit by it.
Last night, we signed a tenancy agreement to rent out my home, because we'll likely be away for a long period. moving back to my mum's to get the best for the baby. just before going to bed, i felt a huge sense of loss. my home is no longer my home. i had no channel to release my nesting instinct. plus I'm frustrated about facing restriction from traditional people to move my chest of drawers. laid in bed feeling helpless and overwhelmed by emotions. i could have been awake all night... only managed 2 hours of sleep... and man can just be aloof about things.
Guess these stuff should be the least of my concerns. i still have a 7,000 word paper to conquer.
baby's coming soon! keep my spirits up!
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