this CNY, i felt the most unloved.

pardon me for writing such an emo post. the main reason for this is because I DIDN'T RECEIVE ANY ANGBAO!

that's a exaggeration. i did receive angbao from my own mother, grand aunt, my dad's 2 sisters.

BUT THE IN-LAWS DIDN'T GIVE US ANGBAO! felt totally unloved. for the 1st day i had to visit the husband's side. and none of his relatives gave us angbao. not even his parents! can u imagine the agony i felt when we were being skipped and elders handed angbao to all the other cousins and andrew's twin + his girlfriend. the feeling is terrible! i know i'm married and all but i'm still a child and more than the money, angbao represents blessings and love.

2nd day was better... I went back to my own side and was glad my relatives still love me and see me as their child forever and we received red packets!

made up my mind to go overseas next CNY holiday. ahhh... wanna escape this coldness i experienced.