hazy days

the haze has been bad. i look out and everything around me seems clouded. i smell smog in the air. it's terrible, and i think this has taken a toll on my body. down with flu and sore throat now.

i went through quite an intensive week. nobody will really understand what exactly it is. nevertheless, i thank God that He still uses vessels that are imperfect and shattered.

on monday, i went to meet a fellow member with PC. i think PC was dispensing words of wisdom, but she couldnt comprehend. i'm glad my presence made a difference. God allowed me to speak the right word and phrase what was said well, which made her more enlightened. and the matter was concluded! haha, i'm being very vague right. but i'm just so happy that God worked through me. really, it's unexpressed joy, if you knew what i went through before this incident. God you are so close to me. thank You.

my friend had some unseen strength to finish all her term papers over the weekend, leaving one which is due next month. her motivation was so that she could spend her time peacefully with her boyfriend when he booked out. wow, tell me about the power of motivation! haha.. hmm what can motivate me right now? i wanna finish my work quickly so that i can sleep more and serve God in peace. haha..

on a lighter note, i'll be attending a wedding next weekend at yacht club. wonder how that place looks, gonna be an eye opener. oh well, it means burning holes in my pocket too.

time to scram for lessons!! whee... here i come.