am i selfish? cos i'm quite glad that mel's not attached now.. i feel like i can meet her more.. and spend more time with her.. for the past 3 years when she was with nel.. asking her out was an uphill task.. she was usually booked by nelson.. haha.. it's not like u have all the time in the world to spend with your friends.. look, 20 plus.. most people get married.. then they'd be tied down by their spouses, then come the kids.. busy with family.. career.. -sigh- .. so treasure and enjoy the time u have with your sistas and brothers. haha! courtship can come later.. u have half your lifetime for it. took me so long to realise. tsk.. but the experience of bgr is valuable.. makes one more mature eh? haha..

yest i took the SAT exam.. stupid paper.. so draggy.. and u get sian after a while.. cos u do eng, then math, then eng, then math.. i got a headache after that. oh on my way to church.. jason was telling us that his brother proposed and the gal accepted.. his brother is so young! 25.. but the gal is 28.. and joyce was also saying her sister-in-law is 5 years older than her brother. hmm.. wonder why the trend for all these jie-di relationships. haha.. but it's personal preferance again la.. who knows.. haha.. =X

btw.. my right eye has been twitching for the past 4 days.. an omen? haha..