I've not been faithful in updating. well the busy-ness of life robs the joy of pondering and writing.

just wanted to share an incident today. was walking with one of my SOT mate to the coffeeshop today. he was sharing about his his financial difficulty and i felt prompted to pass him $50. then i debated in my mind that i'm not working, i myself don't have much too etc etc. but my heart starting racing and i knew the Spirit was saying 'quickly give!' so out of obedience i handed him the blue note and he looked at me in shock and disbelief. my purse is $50 poorer, but my heart is manifoldly happier :)

last friday i was VERY reluctant to attend the overnight prayer meeting. plus i had to reach JW at 8.30am the next day. the thought of it just got me tired. but i'm thankful i persevered. cos that weekend i had a major breakthrough in my attendance after gloomy days of half-filled bus.

PC306: 26; PC309: 18; PC315: 18.

and i had amazing visitation attendance too! PC306: 42! whoo hoo. ABBA honored my fleshly sacrifice :) plus the other amazing thing was that i happen to meet someone travelling in my same direction (after the overnight prayer meeting). i had expected to pay a hefty cab fare due to the midnight surcharge, but due to an amazing stroke of blessing, i forked out only $6.50. isn't HE good?? HE's wonderfulllllll!!!

i'm 3 weeks to completing SOT. and still am jobless. facing a identity crisis regarding my career choice. did send out 2 applications but no replies yet. Social work applications are so smooth. I remember sending out just 1 resume and getting a call back on the day itself.

i thank God i have been given wise people whom i can pour my heart out to recently. in life there are rocky waves and it helps to have people who can lend a hand along the way.

if there's anything i should hold on to for this season; it would be to stay pure; else my Holy Friend can't live with me, and that'd be really dreadful!