preaching and giving

have been doing a lot of: preaching and giving.

preaching this entire week. and the past 2 days i had both cch zs coming to evaluate! glor and lynn. familiar people breeds uneasiness. haha. wonder who the new day will bring...

it's also the season of giving. really giving. so many occasions to give $$$ to. i grapple with giving cos i'm currently not working, surviving on limited finances. but somehow i feel in my heart that i should give more. to immediate leaders especially. God likes to post challenges like these to cause you to depend on Him. ah God... i will just give in faith :)

andrew was telling me he feels dry in his pocket. i would like to break a myth today. haha... that is he does not earn 10K a month. dunno where that rumor came from. must be the J.C. from sun pm svc. to save the poor boy of pressures, his highest drawn pay is really only slightly more than half of the amt i mentioned.

and i conclude, it's better to obey and give than to hold back. who knows wad sort of miracle i'm closing my door from.

graduation is coming!!! 9th july. one day after my birthday.

well i must admit i've been guilty of murmurings. honestly there are many things i don't agree with, and many things i cannot comprehend. but there must be a reason for everything under the sun. i shall... force myself to smile and have a happy heart.

oh Lord, You know that i really need You!