it's been an emotional weekend for me.

i had to experience extremes of emotions.

was devastated by 1st daunting news. the sms my mum received. the 3 words haunt me til now. the news of the passing. the weeping of a parent for a tragedy. the helplessness and tarrying. the expectation of a miracle not willed to happen on earth.

the joy i had to put up, fronting my depressed heart. from death to wedding. an end versus a start. a smile to face the crowd.

the evening of sorrow. the little one who slept and will not wake. the sealing of a face never to be seen again. the despair of parents. the wailing for someone who went too soon.

heart wrenched.

the 18-day old angel who will be remembered and loved. in the comforting embrace of Jesus Christ.

i grieve, with the hope of seeing you again. for ever, and a day.