when i grow up

just got home from doing transport for the musical that cch is putting up.

decided that i should volunteer my services now before things get busy next week when my exams are approaching. at least i can be glad that i contributed in some way to the production :)

went for dinner with Paul and Jan... she was asking about my sister. and my oh my we realised how time indeed flies.

after that i went to sit alone by the riveria to get some quiet and reading done. ha...i had my plans to study but God decided He wanted to visit me! and boy was i humbled. the atmosphere was so calm and peaceful. i felt very touched and teared for no apparent reason. i looked at the riveria and was reminded of the times after jw service where i sat along the water edge fellowshiping with huifang and my ex cg members. God reminded me of the good times i had when I was growing in Him. i reminisced the seasons where God was always faithful to me. He promised not to let me go or forsake me even through times when i'm faithless. i sat there worshipping God silently. God is so so good. just one touch from heaven is all i need. a day in His courts is better than a thousand elsewhere. my soul lived again.

just wanna share something that really lifted my spirit. i was quite concerned about this celebrity couple and the problems they are having in their relationships... all the unfaithfulness and darkness and stuff. don't ask me why, it somehow just bothered me for a few days. so i decided to put an end to this obsession i had, reading all the depressing articles about their lives.

i prayed for them. yes, i asked God to give them peace, love and joy. i also asked God to anoint Sun in her ministry to the entertainment industry. surprisingly, i read Life! the next day and this celebrity couple seemed to have reconciled their differences, the guy was shown to be supportive and loving, and they were even considering marriage. honestly i wanted to jump. i felt so happy! i'm not saying that my prayer changed the world, but perhaps it did play a teeny weeny part. i'm so glad! i'm so glad that my God loves the world and He doesn't want to see them fall into despair. i'm so so glad that my God is a light in darkness, He gives hope and joy forevermore!

anyway i'm not going to name the celebrity couple here cos it's just my own muse.

alright, have a good night readers!

and i can't smile without You :)