my home's internet is down... and i'm at the swimming pool tapping into unsecured network. its so limiting without internet, especially if i've got so many term papers to write.

managed to finish those that are due this week. another 2 to go, and one major programming project, then exams... and the year closes.

how fast. honestly i didn't realise that the end of the year is approaching until i'm faced with a consistent need to bring a brolly when i go out.

i'm stepping into a new season. feel excited in my spirit.

last night i met paul for dinner. i realised he is really like a spiritual father (even a real father). well people commented that he treats me like his own daughter, and i'm very privileged to be in this position. i told him, not that i'm a man-pleaser, but i really value his opinions and i hope not to disappoint him in the things i do. he has really given his members the free rein to manage their groups, and we must not take this liberty for granted. we talked about when people are not monitored, they tend to do things underground. and i was really reminded that i must be watchful and on guard at all times.

i wanna be a good girl. i wanna be approved by Him.

back to my term papers.