Lust, caution

Found myself getting consumed by the media frenzy on this new movie 'Lust, Caution'. well it's actually surrounding the bold sexual portrayals and the cuts made by singapore's media authority. sets me thinking again... i'll be quite interested to see the explicit side of the show. not that i'm pervert. but it really intrigues me how 2 actors can be so brave to bare their buck nakedness in front of each other for hours! it really bothered me. and u know, the newspapers and magazines describe so vividly how the scenes were enacted, so one can form the graphical image yourself. FULL FRONTAL WITH PUBIC HAIR! that's what one article wrote... it bothers me. it wont bother me so much if its just another western flick. but the fact that it's a Chinese show, MAINLAND CHINESE lead actress somemore!!!! where's the innocence??

ok, not that i'm a conservative freak. but through these, i thought about sex. i thought about the sex that God created. i thought about the intimate moments which are very private to be discovered only by husband and wife. i thought about the media and all its portrayals of sex. i thought about whether sex will still be a treasure to discover or will the thrill only be derived when you do it the media way. i thought about people getting bored in the bedroom because things are not as titillating as in the cinemas. i thought about sex losing its innocence and virtue. i thought about everyone knowing the way sex is before its purity and pleasure is actually discovered. how sad.

i just wanna end off saying.....

IT BOTHERS ME!!!!!!!!!! IT REALLY BOTHERS ME!!!!!!!!!!!