waiting pays off..

the above statement is refering to my loyalty to Hotmail. haha.. i love the new upgraded features of hotmail. it's as good as yahoo or gmail. to think i've stuck with hotmail for the last 10 years! yes! since i was in primary 5, where the free web email services were hotmail and rocketmail.

anyway a random thought of the day would be that macdonalds breakfast completes me. i think i've gone berserk this semester. my fridays are a 8-hour stretch of lessons, without break, and with one lesson traveling to the school of computing. in NUS, moving from one classroom to another can involve a 20 min journey, fighting to get onto buses, walking up 8 floors when the lift breaks down, arriving in class 15 mins late with a pale panting composure.....

i feel 'unsatisfactory'. started this semester jobless. i've given up my tuition assignment since embarking on attachment, and have no intention of continuing cos i'm no longer visiting that area. i need some work to help me feel like i'm not sucking on my parents' resources. i'm 21! i need to support myself partially, at least.

so i'm contemplating, tuition...?? or go take insurance exams so that i can join my mum's industry? NAH.. just a passing thought. haha... bake goods and sell from home? NO.. i'm much too impatient waiting for a cake. neither do i have talents in the kitchen. but i must say, this jobless streak has made me a good girl who finishes all her readings on time each week. haha. BUT! my father always assures me by saying, 'Aiya dont need to work la, just concentrate on studies'. that statement, though out of pure concern, imposes an invisible pressure on me to perform very well in school because of the monetary investments my parents made in my studies, and i dont desire myself thinking in such a way.

at the end of the day, i just wanna say, i wanna spend my free time doing some financially meaningful endeavour.