Wednesday, July 11, 2007

show me the meaning of being lonely...

well i was alone, but i'm not always lonely when i'm alone. in fact, i appreciate solitude.

working late tonight, and i felt i could do with some company.

nobody's left in office now. except for a few on the pastoral side giving bible study.

and i felt lonely.

went for dinner alone, and i felt lonely.

saw the numerous people sitting at tables alone eating their sad dinner and i felt lonely.

wanted to ask a friend to come along for dinner with me, but didn't want him to feel that i'm 'hitting' on him. after all, he is popular and attractive to many.

but now the feeling of loneliness is gone.

cos a new feeling's here... sleepiness...

No comments: