i failed my driving test. well it's my 2nd time doing it. won't blame circumstances, but will say it was such a waste to fail and i was terribly disappointed. almost wanted to cry in front tester and beg him to be a bit more leniant, cos i failed by a few demerit points. anyway, as i queued up at the counter to register for a new date, i was thinking, shucks.. can i not go through this again?

then my driving instructor came to talk to me, my parents called, some friends sms.. i was trying to be strong, put on a brave front and say, 'aiya, try again lor'. when i was finally out of the center, andrew called, and i couldn't take it so i sat at the bus stop and sobbed. thankfully there was no one there, but the cry did make me feel better. later on when i went to work, michael told me that it took him 4 tests before he passed. well i've heard of others who took longer. but honestly, the feeling of going thru this whole driving ordeal makes me sick!

at least i can take my mind off driving for awhile, cos i have 2 tests coming up next thurs and i really hope to do well! no more disappointments please.. buck up hweeling!