gosh, i'm battling with self doubt. u know del, when i talked to you over the phone last night, it seem i was saying things intended for myself. sometimes i really wonder wad i am doing and if this is really the life i wanna lead. sometimes i feel there is no purpose and i'm going through the motion. i REALLY wonder where i am heading and wad's in this life for me, in my years of being a christian. i feel like i'm succumbing to despair.
i think i'm somebody who thinks a lot, too much for comfort. i was pondering about this issue last year in one of my blog entries. sigh. it's not good to think too much. i always think of the worse scenario.
maybe i should try writing 3 good things to be happy about every night before i sleep. put wad i learnt in school into practice.
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