here to give an update of my life thus far.

yesterday i did something silly. i marked on my hp calendar the date 10.10.10, which is 10 October 2010 - 'Get married'! that's the day i hope to get married. plus i'm 24! nice date rite? silly me.

actually i dont feel like coming home so early. but i think my mother misses me so i shall be a nice daughter and have dinner at home.

today i crashed liangyi's childhood lecture and watched a french movie. it's about a 7 year old boy who cant find his identity. he thinks he's a girl whom God created wrongly as a boy. he even fell for another boy in his school, and wants to marry him one day like the fairy tale of pam and ben. bcos of his girly inclinations, he received much humiliation in school; and one day, the small and conservative town he grew up in decided that he was a bad influence to their kids. every family signed a petition and eliminated his family. the boy's parents were frustrated with his stubborness in wanting to be a girl. they moved into another town. slowly the boy, with counselling and scolding, begins to accept his gender, and learns that sometimes, things are predestined and one should come to terms with that.

i was reminded that every child is unique and the unconditional love of parents.

i feel lazy now. think i shall go potato on my couch.