Monday, November 21, 2005

Looks like tonight, the sky is heavy
Feels like the winds are gonna change
Beneath my feet, the earth is ready
I know its time for heaven's rain, it's gonna rain
It's gonna rain, again

Cos it's living water we desire
To flood out hearts with holy fire
Rain down all around the world we're singing
Rain down can you here the earth is singing
Rain down my heart is dry but still I'm singing
Rain down rain it down on me.

Back to the start, my heart is heavy
Feels like it's time, to dream again
I see the clouds, and yes I'm ready
To dance upon this barren land

Hope in my hands

Do not shut, Do not shut,
Do not shut the heavens
But open up, open up, open up our hearts

Give me strength to cross the water
Keep my heart upon your altar
Give me strength to cross this water
Keep my feet don't let me falter

i'm here to blog a bit before i go to sleep. jus completed a past EL paper. think i still have a long way to go.

today was the last lesson of SWAT. a very powerful meeting! pastor and the zone sups prayed for us, and prophesised over our lives. for me, it was really accurate and impactful.
"i see a crown on your head, a crown of wisdom. wisdom that surpasses your peers. i see your family having struggles, but God will use you in the midst of this situation. i see a dove, just like the one sent out by noah to bring glad tidings. it cant find a nesting, and cant seem to fit into a nesting. but God asks it to continue to soar, just soar, He says. God is well pleased, that you have chosen Him over the things of the world. speaking from Jeremiah, do not despise your youth."
wow! hope i live up to these things. i need to internalize every single word spoken and keep it close to my heart.

i enjoyed the weekend service thoroughly. pst kong's sermons are really going from glory to glory! FOCUS. i'm gonna embark on a massive self-evaluation after my exams. think about my strength, and build on my distinctive and my revelation! wad am i single-minded about? feel like i've probably been double-minded abt many matters for a long time. it's about now to breakthrough!

i liked wad pastor said about our lives being too short to waste it on pursuing things that are not of our life assignments. i think it is true that at some points of my life, i have many times lost focus. it's never too late to make amendments! now i shall steer the focus of my life back on track. no forms of distractions or pains can come hinder me! :)

how can i ignore the calling of my life?

well i have recognised the season for my life right now. it is definitely not something i had in mind, but i believe God's plans are greater than mine! my future is secure in His hands.

God is no respecter of persons! let me always remember to walk in humility and have a contrite spirit before You. not my will but Yours!

time for bed and a chat with the lover of my soul.

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