Sunday, October 09, 2005

another week has hurried by. i feel like i'm being dragged along the bustle of life..

been pretty sick the past week, down with fever, sore throat and flu. more or less recovered now.

PC310 managed to hit target for the children's big day, which is 70. it's really an amazing feat, considering there were only 20plus regulars plus a handful of backsliders to work on. to others it might just be a figure, but it's so tangible to me. when u plow, saturate, visit, fast, desire it so badly, and God comes true for you, it's just so exhilarating.

I had to visit the newcomers without andrew on thur cos he was very very sick. it's a different experience when u step into the shoes of a leader. armed with my greatest Helper and a street directory, i wrote down the addresses in order of distance, bus timings on flyers, and prayed prayed prayed. it was a big task to me, cos it concerned retention of souls. i was also feeling sick myself, but God provides strength to His servants. thank God that the response from the NCs were good! abt 13 out of the 21 i visited were confirm coming back.

which brings me to mention that bcos of the growing size of our group, andrew has split the group into 2 parts and asked me to take half of it, consisting of 33 kids. of cos he will still oversee the whole group. i dont wish to be intimidated by this. one thing abt me is that i am very afraid of not living up to God's and man's expectations. i hope to do my best and not let His kingdom down. enlarge my capacity, for such a time as this.

in the past i was always thinking abt when my time will come. when will i truly be able to experience the breakthrough i desire. u know, now i wanna think about when God's timing is for my life. when will i experience wad He desires for me. the revelation of recognising my season and seizing the moment has never been clearer. i will rejoice, for i know the season You have planned for me!

haha, finally, i wanna say that my studies is a subject to change.

Psalm 93:4 'The Lord on high is mightier than the noise of many waters, than the mighty waves of the sea.'
No noise will draw me from You, i exalt Your sovereignty.

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