since monday, i've been reading 2 books by tony parsons. man and boy, and its sequel, man and wife. it's pretty depressing knowing monogamy is declining in our modern world. sigh. i hope i'd never have to put my kids through the trauma of parental breakups and love deprivation.

i'm leaving tmr for expedition. would be back on friday night. we would be climbing 3 mountains, ophir, datuk and lambak, and after that snorkelling and hiking at tioman island. it seems so fast. anyway i went to buy stuff at watsons with my mother just now. our family, excluding my brother went for dinner. some sort like a farewell if u choose to put it that way. i appreciated them for the dinner although i could see they were obviously not enjoying the food. haven't really had a decent dinner together as a family for awhile.

today jason came back! happy to see him again. hope he's somehow settled and decided. pastor kong watched the passion of christ in US. he said it was a great show. impactful and touching. not all gore and anti-jew as we heard. i pray with all my heart that it's nc-16 with no cuts here. our church booked 20,000 tickets in the cinemas. friends get to watch for free. this would definitely cause a stir of revival and renewal of faith.

keenan's such a cute boy! i have the urge to hug him and give him a kiss as if he were my son. haha! at training today, i watched the j1s gals whizz past with below 12.30min 2.4 timings. gosh. have to start doing something about that. my packing's not complete and i have to look for rotten socks. i hope i won't get grounded because of my ankle.

can you feel the love tonight?