i'm going under.

my cts are over! finally found some time to blog. i need rest! need some space to myself, away from the world. hmm i'm glad for the 2 days break. feeling tired currently. i wish someone would tell me a joke and set me laughing for the whole night, or stay beside me and watch my cry my insides out.

today was the national cross country at turf city. i saw jieru and i think she's much more relaxed than the cj runners. anyway cj's runners did well, considering we are cjc.. lijuan came in 10th, and i think a few guys made it to top 20. 1 in top 10. that's commendable.

if u din mean much to me i wouldn't have got upset over u, and lost sleep and fell sick. i cherish u very much. sometimes i dont comprehand. maybe u dont too.