the brain can stimulate some really wild thoughts and set u sleepless for a night. i have always been wondering wad he's thinking and feeling... then ben tan told me something.. and i realised.. how true eh.. cannot read too deep into wad people say. lalala.. but anyway i think this is how he'd treat other gals la... from wad i know. haha.. its not that i'm getting some special treatment.. ok.. wake up and study for SAT. i've promised myself to stop all these... better clear these crappy thoughts before dong comes and scrub me. *haha*
on a lighter note, i'm FINALLY watching LOTR! haha.. meeting yuerui, yingfeng and teri, i think, at 2pm.. haha! i'm gonna come online less at night cos that's usually when he comes. to forget, is to stay away. anyway that's wad i've been doing until last nite.. wait til i'm stronger! haha.. =)